29 August 2012

"as summer into autumn slips"


          This is me when I was about 12.  It is autumn and I am at an apple orchard with my mom, my brother and my little sister.  (The orchard has closed since then, but I remember so many happy times there.)  The air smells like fallen leaves and ripe fruit and freshly baked cider doughnuts.  The summer sun breaks through the clouds and battles with the delicately encroaching winter air.  Mom scolds me for eating more apples than I put in my bag and Dillon and I throw rotten apples at each other.
          Sometimes I think I may be the luckiest girl in the world, because people come from all over the world to experience a New England autumn, and I've been able to experience one every year of my life.  The kids are going back to school today, and I saw the football team practicing on the track earlier this week.  I almost fell off my bike on the way to work because I was distracted by how perfect the air smelled.  Soon I will find a bright red maple leaf and press it in my journal and I will remember how Mom and I used to go for long walks down the dirt road, collecting orange, golden and crimson leaves to decorate the dining room table.

20 August 2012

idyllic adventures


            Saturday afternoon was spent with my parents- chartering new waters and eating cheddar cheese and wheat thins and diving off the edge of the Sea Nymph.  Every season is the most beautiful season when you live in New Hampshire.

15 August 2012

personal writings no.3



Dedicated to Their Future

I want to light a match on the habitual;
I want to watch it shrivel up like a salted slug,
and replace it with purpose,
so that when my grandchildren
ask their mother for stories of Grandma,
my daughter can wrinkle the corners of her eyes in
gratitude and happiness,
remembering a life
lived
with
intention. 

01 August 2012

wishes for a happy August


A toast to savoring the fleeting days of summer, all while secretly beginning to anticipate the first days of fall: 
Here's to campfires and fireflies and here's to the ocean spilling over your sandy toes.  
Here's to warm rainstorms and cold beers and here's to ice cream cones underneath the streetlights.
Here's to finding satisfaction in the present, and not fearing that things will change (because they always do and it is always OK). 
Here's to accepting that you'll have another beautiful August to look back on, and here's to making that August beautiful while it lasts.